weekend

assalamualaikum and hello. i had spent my weekend with him. he just a friend of me. but i really enjoyed my time with him. thank you for coming. next time please just come by train or bus okay. jangan berlagak meh. travel from kl to ipoh yeahh tak jauh. tapi penat jugak. one of my classmate always proud with her fiance. "her mr pilot".. the problem is he is not a pilot!! huh! so now can i mentioned that adrian is my mr engineer?? haha. too show off i think. thank again for the fresh flower babe. ok good , aku dah mula jatuh cinta dengan bunga. thank for helping me in many ways. " can i meet ur parent"?? ouhh no!! the problem with him is this. i understand. factor of age. no worries. in sha Allah. if we are meant, there's nothing to worry about.

proposed

im just 21.  dont have to think much bout 'life partner'. i just need to move on and focus on my study first. but  he proposed me so damn sudden. i just like hah??? Ya Allah. i do like you mr adrian. u are almost perfect to me. thanx a lot for the sweet ring and big fresh bouquet of flower. i never get a flower before. u are soo sweet adrian :) hehe. u made it. thanx. u had my heart. but this is not the right time yet. to be someome special and having a special friend is not easy for me. i dont want any term of ' frust' anymore. anyway... thank again dear !

if not, please don't

if you're not the next, please don't start that feel.i don't want to have any feeling yet. never cross on my mind this thing would happend.sometime i smile. how can i manage my life when i was there alone?? end up i managed it well. Alhamdulillah. so what is the big point here ?? nothing right. just start to be friend with 'him'.. but he is  a smart student. how i wish u could be mine?? smart and active. that is what i need. hopefuly. but i think this crazy thing won't work. he is bf to someone else. my focus is study and study. further on higher level. that is my aim. Amin..so please mr E. maybe tonight is our last meet. if we meet unintentionally im fine.i'll act normal. but to plan to meet up, maybe not. as u also don't have any intention. my bad because i did asked u for it. tonight i got it. i dont want to be a ' punca ' like u said just now. before i keep this crazy feeling on you, better i stop it here.. but i really need what i need from u. u know what i meant. help me in my studies. thank you for it :)