Wednesday, September 19, 2012

11 weeks left

alhamdulillah.dalam tak sedar.dah 11 minggu aku kat kota damansara tercinta:)11weeks left to finish my task.omg.cant wait for it.rinduu nya dekat kampus saya.walaupun kampus tu tak la cantik sangat.rindu nak pergi kelas time pukul8 tu.arghh.masing2 muka mengantuk.rindu rindu!

Sunday, September 16, 2012

gentleman

salam and hello.you're not gentleman at all.now.i say that i'll never forgive you after what u did to me.yes.because im just an ordinary person.my past post and my words before was so fucking untrue.i was to soft with them.i shouldn't reply any of his gf email.tula kebodohan aku setakat ini.but not be any problem to me because tak betul pun apa yang aku cakap kat dia.i respect her as org yang lebih tua dari aku.that's all.she asked me to forgive her and him?si kekasih perempuan,awak tiada salah dengan saya.si kekasih lelaki.engkau lah ketua kesalahan.engkau kena tengok putaran hidup ini.tak lama pun.im not pray for any bad thing happend.becuase tak termakbul mendoakan keburukan.cuma yang mampu i pray for is keadilan.itu pasti.i took a month plus to cure.but now im happy with my life.what i hope for now.Ya Allah.tolong jangan pertemukan sekali pun aku dengan dia.amin.bukan sebab takut sedih.no way.im just worry if i cant control my emotion and go to him and ask back for all the thing that i did and gave to him.sebab aku manusia biasa.hati tak cukup bersih dan mulia.tapi aku dalam proses ke arah lebih baik dan kehidupan aku jauh lebih baik lepas kau blah..thank you..

Thursday, September 13, 2012

big flower for me

thank you for whom it may concern.for the big big flower.u may not yet be the one to replace him.but i really wish that the person is you.as he happy with his'wife'.. i should go the same way right?u're right.he's not deserve my tears.but no worries.he's not in my mind at all.i can laugh sincerely now.no fake anymore.i was so fucking stupid last time.thank you my dear friends there.omg.iloveyou all so much.really miss all of you.lega nyaa dapat bersembang dengan kaurang semua tadi.tq :) lots of love >3

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

kelegaan

amin ya rabbal 'alamin..syukur.alhamdulillah.
hati lebih tenang.lebih bahagia.jauh dari kesulitan hati dan perasaan..
berkat doa mak abah.kawan kawan.dan restu dari yang kuasa Allah s.w.t.
berkat kesabaran hadapi semua dugaan Allah dengan tabah dan yakin akan hikmah disebaliknya..
cant wait to finish my task here.to meet my lovely friends there at ipoh.to stay with mak abah again
cant wait to know what in the future.mudah mudahan baik semua.amin...