just a word from me

love begins with a smile , growth with a kiss and ends with a teardrop.maybe Allah wants me to meet a few wrong people before i meet the right one. so that when i finaly meet that guy, i know how to be grateful. i am nothing special of this i am sure. i am just a common girl with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten.but i've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me that has always been enough. i get the best feeling in the world when u say hi then smile at me bcse i know even if its just for a second,that i've crossed your mind.after i lost him. i've noticed that being with u, i smile more often, i anger a little less quickly. but all this are meaningles because u are not a single guy. u have ur gf. but u keep it from me just because u wanna be frend with me. dont u think that was so cruel. u treat me so nice so kind.u are there when my mind always keep in thinking bout my past time.u cheer my life with all ur jokes and your style.but the facts is u got a gf. u told me when feel are there. and u begged me to forgive u and accept u as ur best frend. what the?? but to be honest.i do like u as my frend.people might say that he's not ur type and you are not the good one that Allah destined for me. maybe.but aku pun tak baik..i was finally getting over you and actually believing i didn't need you. i was finally accepting that u had ur gf. just go and may Allah bless you dunia akhirat.. we are friend forever.. :)